I want better for my kids and I want to put as much love as I can inside of them

March 18, 2018
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I want better for my kids and I want to put as much love as I can inside of them

I want better for my kids and I want to put as much love as I can inside of them

“A black woman with four kids under the age of five. I see the looks and know what people think when they see us. But I am not that. The best part of being a mom is getting unconditional love all of the time. I had four sisters and one brother and wanted to have a big family, but be in a better condition. I am getting there one day at a time. I work at a daycare so I am always around kids. I get a little time for myself when they are asleep. I go outside and smoke a cigarette. I want to have my own daycare. I am working on that now and taking classes for childcare. I am about four months out from getting started and when it opens I will feel like I can accomplish anything. I get discouraged by the blocks in life sometimes and I don’t have much of a support system. I have to make it work, I have no choice. I am strong and get my strength from God. There are other things going on that are worse than this. I had to get rid of some of the negative people in my life and now I have a smaller circle but sometimes your friends can be your enemy. I have been through traumatic things but when I move past it and get to a new place, better things happen. I am moving to a different place in life and a higher consciousness and I know God is using me to reach other people who have been where I have been. Sometimes moving forward feels like the beginning of a new life. The things I have been through haven’t broken me. I want better for my kids and I want to put as much love as I can inside of them. The beautiful part about taking a bath is you get out and feel refreshed. I feel like that with time with my kids. They are going to get bigger and have nothing to do with me. I might as well do the fun stuff now and make as many memories as I can.”

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