“I am thinking today. Just being quiet. I am an open book, this is what you get. I want to figure out what my purpose is. I am not all the way clear what that is. I am 42 and it is time to figure some things out in life. I have a great life and no complaints. I travel and have nice people in my life, but it feels like something is missing. I want to know where I am supposed to give back. I want to help put people on the right path but I don’t know how to do that. I work in retail and wear 20 different hats at work and don’t know what the day will hold. It makes me happy to put a smile on a person’s face for the day. I used to be friends with a man’s daughter but he and I stayed in touch. I take him to the doctor and get him out of the house and we have a good time talking even though he is 100 and I am 42. I am not a caregiver, but making other people happy makes me happy.’